Hello Break/Life/Friends
So I officially finished my schooling on Friday, and have until the 24th of August to be FREE. But I dont have anything planned sadly.
So I haven’t updated this bad boy in a while so lets see where I’ve been and where I am now. I finished my most important classes, Intermediate Accounting I and II and aced both of em, surprisingly! So Hurray, so now I’m just kickin it.
One very big update is that I got my own apartment now in Burbank. Let me tell you, my apartment is off the chain and acts sort of as a lounge for people to hang out and relax and chill. However I have no cable haha, So I’m stuck with movies and playing videogames!! But other than that let me give u the details of my place. It is a one bedroom apartment but it has ONE large main space, ONE bathroom with 2 doors (1 to the sink, and 1 for the shower/toilet), ONE bedroom, ONE kitchen, and ONE upstairs loft!! So what do I do with all this space and crap?? Well let’s start from the beginning.
MAIN SPACE - I just put a couch/foldable bed, a bookshelf, TV table/TV, office desk, and one of my DJ speakers.
BATHROOM - Don’t really have anything in there besides the obvious =D
BEDROOM - I DONT HAVE ANYTHING THERE hahaha, It’s sad because I sleep in the mainspace on the couch haha, there’s literally nothing in my bedroom.
KITCHEN- Nothing really, I have a 6 dish set, a ricecooker, microwave, and a MINI FRIDGE where a regular fridge is supposed to fit, hahaha
UPSTAIRS LOFT - I put DJ Lights in my loft that illuminates the loft and the whole entire downstair’s main space to the point that when u turn it on at night, my apartment looks like a freakin club!! I also have one speaker up there and turntables and a poker table. I wanna add a couch there and a tv but i need to save a lot of money.
So where does this leave me?!?! No where, I love my apartment and I love waking up to the sounds of SILENCE and not my Nephews fighting and crying all the time !!! GAH! But I miss the little shits, they make me smile and I think they have the power to make me happy no matter what. When my grandma passed away, my mom was devastated but I knew that Andrew/Gabe would make her happy so I would give my mom Andrew to carry and she would be happy again =”].
Thoughts of the day/night
My summer is coming to a close and feels like I just started it, I wish more people would visit me/talk to me. I wish I had more friends that would say “Hey Kenny, wanna go for lunch? or go to the park? or work out? or go for a swim? or go shopping? or relax at the beach?” But I really don’t have many friends that do that. And I try to make a effort but sometimes it doesn’t end up working out. I do a lot of things by myself sadly, some examples are going to the mall by myself, going to the park, working out, having lunch/dinner at a restaurant, morongo, the beach, playing sports, adventuring, and even in my worst times, the observatory and movie theater because I just need to get out and go away. I am not embarrassed nor do I care, but it’s nice to have some company once in a while.
I admit ever since I stopped having a girlfriend, I’ve been quite lonely, now that doesn’t mean I’m desperate or in need of a girl, but its just different when you used to live a life where your significant other was basically your everyday person to be with. Hmmm, I think I need more friends, and not just friends that you add on facebook to have the most friends in ur friends list, but I mean real friends. Friends that are 100% with you all the time, honest, caring, helpful, and are willing to do anything for you if you ever are in need. Friends can have contrasting/clashing views on life and the way it should be lived, but you can still hold a true friendship through the thick and thin because that’s the true meaning of friendship. I need friends that will invite you over or give you a call to hangout even if you both have different ideologies or thoughts/or friends with people you don’t like. I always feel left out when I hang out with my friends, and is it because I don’t do things that other college students usually do? Maybe so, and I bet that’s the answer but if it really is more important to fake a friendship and just call me up when you need something/for your own convenience, then why bother and keep on trying to be my friend if you don’t accept me for who I am. If I’m your friend, I am freakin true to my word, I will be your friend and I will be there for you even if you just use me or if really need me, because that’s just who I am. I just wish I could find more people on the other end who can do the same for me.
I’m not mad/angry/frustrated, but I’m just letting out a few thoughts as this summer comes to a close.
